Intro to life...

I just finished a beasty devotion session, since lately ive been stuck on trying to find LOVE from Christ perspective. I know for a man with my career choice this is the last thing that I should be talking about right? Everybody's trying to grind, make money, and I mean so am I but in general I have had to take closer look at the bible. I feel I am suffering greatly because of my lack persistance on that manual. There are so many people I am surrounded by that I could potentially help if I got my stuff right too. Why am I on this LOVE tip? Because Christ loved us... cliche? Maybe, but its so real and the more I dwell on it the more I see it takes more than just saying I love you. The act of LOVE means so much more and takes so much more. We say we LOVE but when the time comes to prove it its like it is the hardest thing ever. We all are guilty of taking advantage of the perks of love..we assume it will always be there so there is nothing to fear. Here is the reality..everyone dont love, they like to believe they do but their hart is too hard or to scared to do so they are forever entraped in that state. Love is sooooo patient its not even funny. When you love music you gotta be patient with the process required to make it...I mean it can go from frustrating moment to frustrating moment with no breaks. People no less are the same way...you love your mom, dad, brother, sister etc.. but without patience its impossible to deal with or even understand their point of view. Got a significant other that makes it hard for you to love them because of their being set in their ways..well being patient gives you the oppurtunity to understand not neccesarily excuse but understand so that you don't hold it against them. WIthout LOVE we are incapable of achieving harmony between each other. Humans struggle the most with this because we are selfish in nature...we want it now, and then we want it done our way. The intro to life perspective simply says this I KNOW IT IS HARD JUST TO MAKE IT TILL TONIGHT BUT I MUST STRIVE TO SURVIVE IF FOR NOW OTHER REASON THAN SOMEONE ELSE WILL MAKE IF I MAKE IT. MAN MAY LET ME DOWN AND EVEN PUSH ME DOWN BUT NEVERTHELESS I TAKE IT IN STRIDE AND KEEP GOING. My name is Hobdy and this is my blog...